Mundane Existence

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Have you ever felt “blah”.  Like everything is gray.  That’s me lately.  I can’t seem to get up enthusiasm for anything.  I just want to curl up in bed and read or watch TV.  I just want to cry.  Truthfully, I don’t know what I want.  I have no life goals.  No big ideas.  I am just here.  I get up in the morning, get the kids to school, get myself to work, dredge through the day, get the kids from school, get home and feed them or take them to events, sometimes have a meeting of my own, then go to bed.  Just to do the same thing all over the next day.  Where is my vitality?  Where is my spirit?  Where is my fun?  I seem to have lost my drive.  I try to keep up appearances for my children, but it is SO hard, and I know it’s affecting them.  I know it’s affecting my husband.  So how do I stop it?  How do I get that drive back?



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